It' s 2:00 AM, and I'm here. I'm up because a lightening strike hit fairly close, so the thunder just jarred me awake, and my wife as well. She went right back to sleep, me, wide freekin' awake! :)
I've done a lot of thinking about where I'm at in life, where I'd like to be, and where I'll probably end up. My daughters are beautiful creatures, and while they are still here, I'm planning on doing as much for them as I can. My wife is an incredible woman, and I want for her as well.
What does that mean? It means bucking up, strapping on, and getting manned up for my job. I don't like where I'm at there. I'm not happy with my new teaching partner, I'm not happy with my administration, and most of all, I'm just not happy with myself. So, like I said, I love my family with all my heart, so even though I'm not in a good place right now, sometimes, it's not about me, it's about what is best for them, regardless of where that leaves me.
No, not a happy post, but an honest one.
Oh, and I love where I live. This place truly is a little piece of heaven, and the more I work here, the more I see myself here, period.
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